Thursday, 4 December 2014

STORY: THE TALE OF TWO DYING STARS (EPISODE 2)




ADAEZE

Walking across the reception, the salutations from the workers are almost pushing me off my high-heels.

“Good morning ma!”

“You are welcome, ma’am”

“Morning Madam!”

  My response to each personnel is “Hi, morning!”

 This is my twentieth response from inside the elevator, thirteen floors down. And occasionally, I spice my greetings with a teeth-flashing smile, after waving my hand.

“Ugh!”

 Getting to the office at last…

 I open the door with a long sigh. I settle on the swivel chair, rotating myself on it as though to confirm if the wheel is working perfectly.

The office is coated in white. The desk stands in the middle, surrounded by a space enough to build a football field.  A circle of three sofas and a glass-top table situated a bit far away. Through the full glass wall, the third mainland bridge and cities beyond could be seen clearly from here. Looking at the glazed wooden floor and desk, one can easily mistake them for a bronze, for I can see my plain image on each of them, and yet they are made from timbers.

How long will I keep camouflaging for my parents about this marriage issue? I hope Frances would tell his father about our false engagement.

Frances is my school friend, a course mate in the university. We became intimate friends the day we realized we both hail from Umuogwu village in Abia state. Sometimes we’d communicate in our dialect, like brother and sister. He would tutor me on any challenging course. Back then, most of my friends believed we were dating. On the contrary, I knew her girlfriend and he was acquainted with my guys. I finished before him because he had some references.

 Ever since I finished my NYSC over a year back, my parents had been bothering me about marriage, just because I remain the only child. My parents lost my elder brother and sister in a motor accident when I was 17. It was on their way to school. I would have been a victim if I had not pretended to be sick. Alongside the driver, a total of three lives were lost on that fateful day. The incident happened three months after Dad won a big contract that made us a millionaire, from nothingness. Some of our kinsmen in the village rumored that Dad had used them as a boost for his money ritual.

 I really understand my parents’ feelings. But I don’t want to fall into the wrong hand. I had series of heartbreaks while in school and the scar in my heart is yet to heal.  I nearly lost Mum about five months ago. She was admitted for high BP, until I asked Frances to follow me to the hospital, to pretend as my fiancĂ©.

Now Frances is assigning me to a position in his father’s advertising firm until he returns from South Africa. His younger ones reside in France.

 I begin to hunt through the files submitted on my desk yesterday. THE STAFF PROFILE FORMS.

 I didn’t scan their faces well at the meeting we had three days ago, except for this particular face that gave me a “pang.”

Yap, I have seen his profile.

Oh my goodness!

“Handsome” is an understatement for this dude. “Perfect” is better.

 Look at him, even in a passport photograph…I feel like seeking refuge in the depth of his oceanic blue eyes, shaped like almond fruits. His pink lips are daintily apart, as if created solely for the opposite sex. His angular cheekbones and concrete jaw appear so chiseled as though modeled to perfection by a skillful artist.  It normally grips me when I see a tanned skin African fella, with a semi Roman nose and bushy eyebrows. While observing his look at the meeting, I was wondering why he had not been making a living from his modeling physique, very smart on his shirt and trousers.

A man has never thrilled me like this before, or rather if I would lessen his features to that of a boy of 14 or 15, I might say a boy had done before.

Back to my childhood, when I was fourteen or so, I had developed a sense of admiration for opposite sex. Mum was taking me to school on a Tuesday morning. I saw this boy on a bus. He had a very cute face that set my innocent soul on fire. I could not resist looking at him. But each time our eyes met, I would avoid his eyes. It was as if my heart had become a timed bomb, ready to explode. When I saw him laugh at some passenger’s quarrel, I seized the opportunity to smile in his direction, so he could notice I’m so pretty. The boy seemed to have fallen for me too. I could see the glint in his eyes. I was close to tears when he was getting off, and I couldn’t do but peep at him through the window. I finally let my river burst and immediately wiped my tears before Mum could see my face.

The memory of this boy is still etched on my mind because “He remains the first and the last to pull my passionate tears.” Only God knows where he is today. He must have grown into a very handsome man. I have always wished we could meet again, so he could say a word to me. Maybe he would confess his love to me and I would confess mine. Gosh! Childhood affection is a fiction.

My mind flips over the nostalgia only for my eyes to rest on this wonderful guy. Some of his details read:

Name: Badmus Mathew Adeyinka

Residential address: 37, Apapa Oworonshoki express way, Lagos.

Division:  Media department

Relationship status: Married

 He is already married? Perhaps he has kids too. The worst of all is his tribe. I would only worsen the situation if my parents heard I wanted have a relationship with a Yoruba tribe. They’ve always been warning me against that. One of our kinsmen who married the tribe was knifed to death by her husband during a tussle. That was many decades ago. It has now become a taboo among our kinsfolk. I remembered one of my cousins who was mistakenly impregnated by a Yoruba man. It was her parent that sponsored the abortion

I feel a fire of frustration burn inside me

“What do I do?”

****

Two weeks later.

I’m still pondering over what to do. Each time I set my eyes on him, I always feel as if there is a deep hole in my soul waiting to be filled. Over the weeks, I have called him to attend to some files that are not his duty, just to see him. There was a moment I stared him in the eye, he directed his eyes at the ceiling. Each time my gaze had stolen his comfort he would frown as if to say: “Let me leave here on time and settle with my work!”

Another occasion, I wanted to ask him out, but couldn’t. I feared he would disappoint me. I must have lacked the confidence as a result of his marital status. Perhaps he loves his wife so dearly that he couldn’t think about any other woman.  His department doesn’t give a room for me to have much relationship with him.  He works with two other directors, the media director and the creative. I’m in charge of the production.

*

I’m done for the day, walking out of the office around 7.15pm. As usual, greetings attack my ears as I walk across the reception.

Not again! What is going on between this secretary and…….?

I‘ve always seen them together. This time she is seated close to him, almost kissing his cheek as they discuss. About twenty workers are hanging around, chatting with their co-workers and friends. And in the process, laughter strikes in the hall like a thunder.

I need to act fast on this dude. Married or not. I care not.


 I’m now standing about six feet away from them, delving into my bag for the car key.


“Thank goodness, I have not given it to the driver.”


YINKA


“Hello, Mr. Mathew!”

That must be Janet, with her thin voice, as sweet-sounding as the voice of a violin. Her British accent had once confused me. I used to think she had her tertiary education in the UK, until I saw:  LEAD CITY UNIVERSITY on a document in her office. I wish I could warn her to stop addressing me by my middle name.  

Before turning back I look from left to right, to confirm if I there is any name-sake around.

 “You’re referring to me, ma?”

 “Yes, Mr. Badmus Adeyin….” Her voice trails off.

 “I will be right back, Sandra,” I mumble to the secretary.

 I begin to walk towards her. I hope she doesn’t frown on our group discussion. She is a disciplinarian. She has fired three workers so far, one female and two males. The female was under the allegation of non-diligence, and the two others were staring at her in a seductive manner.  Chairman did not hesitate before granting those dismissal demands. Every staff, including me, wouldn’t dare look directly at her face. Who can stare a sun in the eye?

Now, I’m standing before her, trying as much as I can to avoid a direct eye contact.

She says in a tired voice, “I’m thinking….maybe you could drive me home. I’m feeling kinda dizzy.” She swings the key in her right hand, resting other palm on her forehead.

“But, ma,” I pause, thinking of how I could politely offer my excuse, “I saw your driver a few minutes ago. He must be waiting for you at the park.”

“Really?” She spins her eyeballs, throwing away her right hand as if to force herself to consciousness, “Ye…Yes…I ‘m really thinking of getting another driver. That man has started driving recklessly.” She rumples her face.

 I almost get carried away by her forbidden face, before saying, “Alright, ma’am. You may bring the key.”

I’m no longer surprised about the dismissed male workers. How could one resist a lady with such a rich round boobs, curvy figure, and plump build?!  She is just a few inches below my 7 feet height, regardless of her 10” high heels. For her to become a killer in a mere official dress, I can’t imagine what her look will cause in a casual wear. While I Study her white shirt and black skirt, my examination for her loaded butt and slim waist gives a figure “8” result.  Mr. Frances is really a blessed man!

Some of my colleagues are winking at me from afar. One of them mouths the word: “GUY, YOU DON ENTER WAHALA!”

She is asking if I’ve left anything, since I need to get home from her place.

“Not at all, Madam.”

“Okay, great!”

With that, she walks ahead of me, and I hurriedly give my colleagues an “OK” sign. I wave at Sandra and she mouths in response. “Bye dear.”

Janet got to know my driving skill the day the company driver wasn’t around. So I had to drive the company truck to a location we had an advert placement.

We are now at the first floor. She slows her pace to tell me where her residence is located. Thank God it’s still on the Island.

“It’s just a ten minute drive from here,” she assures me. And I let her realize I’m not familiar with the road map.

“Never mind,” says she, “I will guide you.”

 According to rumors at the office, I have come to realize that her father is a reputable automobile dealer, who also owns several hotels in the city.

 We arrive at the park, a pebbled acre of land lined with many prestigious cars.

 It’s a black jeep. A Land rover 2010 in year 2011 is a big deal.  The driver, a middle-aged man, appears from behind, asking for the key.

“Mr. Mathew!” Janet calls from across the car.

“Yes, Madam,” I answer from beside the driver.

She is asking me to hand the key to him. Surprised, I query her to be certain I heard her right.

“Yeah, you can give him the key and come to the backseat. Let him drive for now, so you get used to the road map, in case of next time.”

What does she mean by “in case of next time?” Is she employing me as her new driver?

“The back seat, ma?” I want to confirm.

I hope I’m not really in WAHALA, according to my colleagues. How do I sit beside fire, a whole fiancĂ©e of Oga’s son?

My own “dismissal letter” will definitely be an order from above.

“Yeah, come over,” she affirms.

I begin to hesitate like a child that has offended his parents, feeling timid to open the door.

When the driver starts the engine, I take a cautious look around to ascertain that no one is looking. I finally get in and attach myself to the door, thereby keeping a space I would have left for a real fire.

“Are you alright?” she turns to me; a smile swims across her dimpled cheeks, fading to her lips. She seems to be mocking me. “Please, sit comfortably.”  Her voice is unusually soft, and her eyes seem to glow with pride under the white shade.

“I’m okay like this, ma’am,” I adjust further to her side, leaving roughly two-feet space. She throws a glance at me with smiling eyes, and curls the corner of her lips as she looks ahead.

The whole glass is already wound up, for the air condition. Through the windscreen, one can see the street lights as they glow and spark like fireworks in their bright yellow, orange, blue, and green colours. The car pulls to the left in order to make a U-turn for the opposite lane. Now the street lights are beginning to speed over us, like flames of shooting stars. From down here, all the buildings seem to grow as tall as the sky. Some are carrying large sign boards of company names and Adverts:  PEPSI, T&B INSURANCE COMPANY LTD, BOOST ENERGY DRINK, EMMA AND JOHNSON COOPERATION, BRITTNEY FASHION AND MAKE-OVERS. The rest are blurring away as the car breaks into a silent speed.

 Fashion and make-overs are really causing a great war between couples. Last week Friday, Adeola had packed her belongings before I got home. I called her two telephone lines, she wouldn’t pick up. At first, I could not fathom why she so acted. I later realized it was because of the quarrel we had the day before. She demanded twenty thousand naira, for jewelries, new make-up kits and wears. She thought our previous month’s salary had been paid since it was 4th of November.  I insisted I could only afford fifteen thousand if I was paid. She didn’t speak a word to me throughout the night, and I believed it was her normal attitude, until that Friday. On my visit to her place at Ikeja, I was sad to hear she had travelled to Ibadan, her parents’ new residence.

My mind is awakened to the shrill horns of vehicles.  At this moment, there is a terrible traffic ahead, so many vehicles are making music with their horns, as if it would miraculously clear the way for them. Some desperate motorists have left their vehicles, trying to figure out the source of the hold-up.

Right here, Janet has drawn close to me by a few inches gap, dozing off already. Her head is swaying from left to right. Within just two minutes?  She must have overworked today. Besides, she already complained of dizziness. When I’m about to shift away, her head drops on my shoulder. Resting there. Not moving. I’m in trouble. How do I adjust her head?


ADAEZE



To be continued….






 

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Monday, 24 November 2014

STORY: THE TALE OF TWO DYING STARS



TAG: FICTION, ROMANCE, SERIES







Narrated in point of view of two main characters…YINKA and ADAEZE

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YINKA

At first, the droning of the bus and Mama’s voice sounded as if echoing from miles and miles away between my half sleep and half consciousness. Then later, her voice was hurting my ears, almost replacing the cold wind with hot one. I adjusted myself on her big thighs and lifted my head from the front-seat, to see what the argument was all about.

 It was the “molue” bus conductor. He asked Mama to change the twenty naira note, that it was soiled and torn in three parts. Mama was still arguing over the fact that the money collected from the lady across our seat was worse, compared to hers.

“Wetin you dey try talk, woman?” The lady’s voice catapulted into the air again, “You think say I no hear Yoruba? Na “n’gbati, n’gbati” you go dey talk scatter everywhere!”

 Her voice was so heavy with Igbo accent. I was unable to see her, because the standing passengers were huddling together like matchsticks in a pack, in a way that made them assume uneven shadows of blockade.

 Tired of exchanging Insult with her, Mama threw her attention out of the window, watching the peaceful landscapes. The conductor had proceeded with the T-fare collection. He seemed to have given up on Mama’s pathetic naira note.

 Perhaps Mama was trying to tease the conductor that he was too fond of women, the way she always teased “Man’yi” at home. I grew up to hear Mama calling my father “Man’yi” (This man), and I was used to calling him by that, without being cautioned. My father didn’t care anyway. Only occasionally would I call “Daddy mi” (My Dad). I was the only child before Mama lost her womb, and Man’yi refused to marry another wife. They seemed to share a true love because, as I later heard, Mama was close to forty years before God could answer her prayer.

The bus was on Badagry expressway. Sleep rejected my eyes as I imitated Mama. I was carried away with the trees’ backward movement, running five times faster than the bus in their hundreds. And I watched the dusts as they assumed the image of a translucent brown garment spread all over the air. The wind whooshed and whispered into my ear as the bus succeeded with more speed.

 The bus came to a halt at Agboju bustop. Then a handful of seated passengers alighted, creating a space for a few standing passengers. It was then I saw her. She was not a lady, but a fair woman with her daughter on her laps. Her fair daughter was also staring intently out of the window until her Mum asked her to sit right.

“Janet, you won’t break my legs. Sit properly. Can’t you see how your mates are sitting?” She said to her in a calm and motherly tone.

As if to confirm and prove her mother wrong, she cautiously turned her head around, and I saw an enchanting face, which made my heart jumped like a tennis ball hit hard by a bat. My blood began to boil beyond a reasonable degree, my eyes under a spell of vision. An angelic vision.

  In the process of her survey, her eyes slowly met with mine, and our eyes gave a spark like two wires that accidentally joined on the high tension pole.  She hurriedly escaped her eyes, as if she had seen a terrible thing in my eyeballs. If she was thirteen years old, I supposed. I would be a year older. Her school uniform was a blue pinafore and white blouse. I wished our eyes would meet again and again, before departing for our respective destinations.  My hope began to sink when she diverted her attention outside again.

Towards the front aisle, another trouble was brewing between a young lady and a man among the standing passengers. The lady was complaining that a man behind her touched her backside. Her short skirt was really tight in a way that made her butt stand so high like a mountain. The blue skirt and blouse were made of “aposhe” fabric. The man in question argued that his hand had gone astray due the sudden decrease of the bus’ speed.

“Na mumu you call me, ehn?” Her voice grew taller as she confronted the man, who I quickly assumed as a corporate office man, owing to his white shirt, black trousers and red tie, “You touch my yansh three times and you say na by mistake. You think say I resemble all those ashawo you dey carry for road side…and…and…those ones wey you dey fuck for corner for club? For your information, I be married woman!” Each word had stumbled out of her throat like a huge stone.

Every ear on the bus had stood up at the mention of “Three times.”

All the seated passengers adjusted on their seats like court attendants about to witness a final judgment.

“Haven’t I told you “sorry”, you this lady? Better watch your tongue!” The man raised his voice and pointed his finger at her face, “I’m a true man of God. How dare you say I patronize prostitutes and night clubs.  Have we ever met before?”

A laugh exploded among the young boys and students on the bus.

 One of them chuckled, “A man of God…three times. Na wa o.”

And a person muttered something about the lady being a Calabar tribe.

“Hey, young woman…” a man on black suit in front of us cleared his throat, “you should not use such a vulgar and detrimental language where children are present.”  

 The lady insolently waved the man off, asserting that her dirty language was not in any way his “palava!”

“Do you know who you are talking to?!” The man made to stand up, probably to attack her, but was restrained by the old man beside him. “For crying out loud, this useless girl lacks home training. She is not even up to my last child! Please, let me deal with her.  I will beat you the way I beat my students in the school!”

“The way you dey beat your wife for house abi!” She retorted, “We know men like you…blah, blah, blah, blah, blah…Na so so grammar you go dey blow for your wife if she ask money for soup. You no go fit carry any responsibility for house. You no go fit train ya children. And you wan come beat me!” The lady uttered each word with gesticulations and demonstrations that seemed more awful than her words.

The man shook his head and smirked, then stretched his right hand in her direction, “Just…just take a good look at yourself. You are carrying such a catastrophic load behind you, and you still went ahead to wear this kind of demoralized and abominable wear. And ‘you’ call yourself a married woman? You are nothing, but a whore. I mean a professional prostitute!”

This time, most of the passengers thundered with laughter. Then our eyes met again. Janet and I. She smiled in my direction and I smiled back before she escaped her eyes again, each eyeball was gripping like a magnificent moon. Her round face was holding full lips and a cute flat nose. Two delicate perpendicular marks rested on her chin. As much as I could recall, her overall beauty was beyond explanation. I couldn’t tell if that smile was really meant for me.

I resumed watching the drama unfolding before me. Unfortunately, the calabar lady was already at her destination. She continued insulting the professor even when she alighted. Meanwhile, in between my “busy body”, the Igbo woman had started scolding her daughter.

“What have you been looking at? I don’t know what you planted around there, ehn, Adaeze!” She gesticulated in my direction.

That must be her native name. Ugh! I was secretly excited that she was also staring at me.
When the bus moved on, the thought that I was going to drop at the next junction dug a deep hole of sorrow in my heart. The possibility that I wouldn’t see her forever made me blink to hold back my tears, so that Mama wouldn’t ask why I was crying. Still, I managed to steal another look at her. Her face was bent down and her eyes seemed to glow red, fluttering and glistening like ocean-sand under a terrible sun. She seemed to be containing some tears too.

Then the unwanted time came when Mama shouted: “MAGBON junction wa o!” after which she said to me: “Adeyinka get up, you are late already.” And then she adjusted the collar of my school uniform (a pink shirt and blue shorts.)

That was how I lost her fourteen years back, until yesterday when I saw her at the company I work. I addressed her by “Madam!” And she stared at me with these suspicious eyes when the chairman was introducing her to the staff, as the new executive director of the company.

”And I have to tell you this,” the chairman had pointed out, “She is my son’s fiancĂ©e. Therefore, she is one of the eyes of this company.” Then a tempest of honour and dignity seemed to envelope her.

She blushed as we all chorused: “You are highly welcome, Madam!”

 It’s not possible for her to recognize me anyway. And neither am I in the best position to approach and remind her, since we never exchanged words but strong feelings. Besides, she is now my big boss! Many prestigious men must have journeyed across her life before the chairman’s son. Adulthood affections would have washed away childhood fantasies.

 I wouldn’t have discovered her identity if I didn’t see JANET WILLIAMS ADAEZE on a document the secretary was typing after the introduction. The lady told me it was her file. The name rang a bell in my head, which prompted me to observe her chin the next minute I saw her. I was so devastated on seeing those two marks fading into her smooth skin.

“What a small world….” was the statement I mumbled.

I have barely closed my eyes since last night. The “molue” bus scenario wouldn’t stop haunting me, as though it was yesterday. My mind keeps swinging between the past Janet and the present one.

Now, the time says 4:37am on the bedside clock. The bed gives a gentle creak as I turn cautiously, so as not to wake Adeola whose head is lying on my bare chests. In our school days at LASPOTECH, Adeola and I once planned to get married and have our first child under any condition, until last week. She insisted that I have to leave this single room and relocate to a flat apartment before she could spare any pregnancy.

When I asked: “Where do you want me to get money for a self-contain this time around, Deola?”

 “You better find a better job or else!” She had nagged, after telling me about some of my school friends who were living in luxury, despite my own first class upper in business management.

“Come on, most of these guys dey into YAHOO things now,” I voiced out, “Mama always warned me against fraud….”

 The argument went on like that for almost an hour. I wonder what has suddenly come over her. How do I fulfill such a dream from my forty thousand naira salary? For how many months would I gather such amount?

“Hmmmn…” My chest heaves with a long sigh.

Not this time when Mama urgently needs a grandson, to heal her wounded heart.  Ever since Daddy died of cancer six years back, Mama hasn’t been herself. She had sold all her cloths and Daddy’s junk Taxi to sponsor my tertiary education, after which she moved to Ibadan, her hometown. How then would I prolong my precious mother’s life?


****


ADAEZE




To be continued…. (in Adaeze's point of view)






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